Dirty thoughts.

realizations.

I'm still the same insecure little 12 year old that I was 7 years ago.
I hate talking on the phone, and get awkward and strangely over observant of the way I speak to people.
I want to do something big, I want to show them all that I can do it and that what they say doesn't get to me.
Am I fooling myself by thinking moving to a bigger place will solve my problems?
I have the most sudden, unexpected, and life affirming realizations when i'm alone, smoking a cigarette.
As much as a look okay and confident, i'm still a quivering mess when something bad happens.
I like to be spontaneous, but the comfort of having a plan B is always a nice thing too.
This summer has made me lose a little bit of faith in people.

Random bouts of summer.

......lazy more later

This is coool

Haha. Palette Cleanser.

".....you're gonna love my nuts"

Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the Year?

I'm in such a major slump right now. Everything feels distorted and out of place. Like a bra that doesn't fit anymore...i miss old times with good friends. i don't even know how i got to this place. it sucks, i have no control. i hate this feeling. i want to know what's causing everything to spiral this way. I like the summer, but i think i need the familiarness of school to keep me on track. I wish i was where i was a year ago. everything was good and solid. it hurts so bad i just wanna cry. i need something. i don't know what to do to alleviate all this frustration. i want a change. i drastic one. i need a change. now.

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Now the Summer can begin.

Party it up, baby.

Sweet dreams, little prince.

You were the best snuggler ever. Love you & miss you.

I don't remember anything after the beginning of Mushroom

Mushroom

Powell
My adidas.

Fuck you.

?

Most unsatisfying lap dance ever.

Gnarly.

aww. daybe.

I

II

Noche Bueno.

Congrats, kiddo.

"Your face makes my face do that"

My Little Kathleen

:]

Pretty Ladies

teeny tiny christina

p.s. true story

This place.

is killing me.
i'm suffocating. i sound really emo, but i need to get out of this place. i feel like i'm stuck in nothing. i need a change of scenery. i'm bored as fuck. there's nothing to do here. it feels like everthings been done and there's nothing original. i can't relax, it feels like a black hole.

More reasons I love my Amanda / Things that make me smile pt. 3

Oh Mandy.

I love my Mandy. days with her are incredible.

Everything Causes Cancer these Days.

i like a challenge.

all the time.

i wouldn't be offended if you did call this number for a good time.....laughing.

Moi.

"There's not enough ketchup."

"I only bought this Happymeal for the toy"

artsy fartsy

luh dis hoe

I'm excited that Conan's back on air :)<3>

I went to lunch with my mom.I got to see Laura today. Saw Lulu for like a second and a half.Saw Adri.Got a slushie.Kissed Orajel Debbie lips.Got text dissed by Kelly, held his hand and waited with him at the train station. Apparently he still likes me and loves Portland. Met his ginger friend justin, who was dressed really well and had a reel big fish tie, learned he was moving to sunnyvale to pursue gaming arts. drove around and verbally harassed people [debbie did actually], ate fried mushroom balls and gulped a pb&j twister.

& i kissed kelly...thrice....but it was kinda weird because he asked for it and did a play by play.

he's a good kisser.

today was a good day.