things that make me smile pt. 1

80/20

I's touch him.

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lmfao.

yumm.
....still a touch blasphemous :0

Popping.

she won.
i can be hot too, right? ;0
how embarassing.

I learned how to drive stick today.

Dwighter's car died.

Went to a Plamistry class at Luminata.

Met Shannon's repressed side through jokes like this...

What did one Lesbian vampire say to the other?

-See you next month

If i told you you had a nice figure, would you hold it against me?

We had super tasty Vietnamese food.

Got schwasted. Bad. Threw up. Bad.

To my dear friend.

I wish that you could see how much of a wonderful person you are. i want you to be happy. i don't want you to feel lonely anymore. i want to be there for you, but i won't be here forever. i wish you all the best in the world. You aren't a bad person, you are bright and beautiful and you don't need anyone to tell you otherwise. I want you to see what I see and i wish you could trust me when i tell you that i love you and i'd never screw you over. You will go far in life, i know you will. you have this undying drive that you don't know of yet. find what makes you happy in life and that you can have pride in. it's a big world, tiger.

Thanks, Nick

So a couple of days ago, Nick, debbs, and I were hanging out in the parking lot, no surprise. And then we started discussing the future. nick doesn't want kids. initially i'm a little taken back when someone says this because i'm all about starting a family. but his reasoning was pretty good and it made me re-examine myself.

everything points back to life and how it should be lived. he doesn't want kids because he wants to live his life to the fullest "I want to make bad decisions and bad choices, i want to live wrecklessly and do lots of drugs" i want to say that i've done all of those things. "I don't think that life can be lived to the fullest with the weight of a family on your shoulders" and then i thought, that's absolutely true. everything, your finances, time, and energy will be dragged down for at least 18 years trying to support this other person.

it doesn't completely change my plans and the future i want, but it definately makes me want to be less hindered when it comes to life and the choices that i make. after that we drove through the parking lot through the sunroof. Stupid and dangerous? a little. Spontaneous and fun? for sure.

p.s. i hope this doesn't jinx us, but he's a little bit cute, no?

sorry, mom. :]

Summer goals.

1) Go on a concert binge
2)learn to swim
3) take LOTS of pictures
4)learn how to drive stick [x 5.29.09]
5)learn how to skateboard
6)learn to cook well
7)sleep on the roof
8) go on lots of adventures
9)keep in touch with everyone :)
10)learn how to skate

....more later

Bbbboy

So...while i was smoking a cigarrette and talking to myself...like usual...i thought of things that i wanted in a boyfriend....and then i wanted to evolve this idea into a list....because that's what i like to do...

1)Have an affinity for art, on the same level or a little more superior to mine
2)have a stellar sense of humor
3)can make me laugh....of course
4)someone adventurous
5)someone who can teach me something new everyday

...i think i'll stick to five at a time....yeah

First Blog! :]

First Blog! Woo!

Technically this is a blog for the things that happened yesterday.

I went to Indian Ink and got my pixel heart tattoo re-outlined. it hurt like a motherfucker and reminded me of my fear of needles. i think i overthought it. i met the new tattoo artist at the shop, Tony. he's a 26 year old who looks like a 20 year old. We talked, i borrowed his lighter and froze. es no bueno.

blogging....