Saturday, August 15, 2009
Saturday, August 8, 2009
realizations.
I'm still the same insecure little 12 year old that I was 7 years ago.
I hate talking on the phone, and get awkward and strangely over observant of the way I speak to people.
I want to do something big, I want to show them all that I can do it and that what they say doesn't get to me.
Am I fooling myself by thinking moving to a bigger place will solve my problems?
I have the most sudden, unexpected, and life affirming realizations when i'm alone, smoking a cigarette.
As much as a look okay and confident, i'm still a quivering mess when something bad happens.
I like to be spontaneous, but the comfort of having a plan B is always a nice thing too.
This summer has made me lose a little bit of faith in people.
I hate talking on the phone, and get awkward and strangely over observant of the way I speak to people.
I want to do something big, I want to show them all that I can do it and that what they say doesn't get to me.
Am I fooling myself by thinking moving to a bigger place will solve my problems?
I have the most sudden, unexpected, and life affirming realizations when i'm alone, smoking a cigarette.
As much as a look okay and confident, i'm still a quivering mess when something bad happens.
I like to be spontaneous, but the comfort of having a plan B is always a nice thing too.
This summer has made me lose a little bit of faith in people.
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